A Lil Personal Secret

Today

I'm Gona Split out my own Little SECRET

It might be a "cheh'' to some of you

But it's a "damn it'' to me

T.T

Months Ago

I worked in a CLUB ~.~

Planned to take a part time job with high salary 

so i ended up working there with a friend

Job Scope written there :

Promoting Tequilla n Vodka

No Hunky Punky Job

So there go the 1st day

Since im under Basic Pay, i thought of not so pushing or selling to customer

But then, my boss see that im jz standing at the corner

She started to get me customer

N then the 1st table i went

The ''black guy'' table

The Guy : u entertain me, then i buy

Me : Sry sir im still new i doesnt know how

The Guy : Alright then, u dance with my fren then i buy

Hence i dance with him, no problem, quite well mannered

Mins later

The Guy : Kiss me Girl

Me : Ohh sorry sir i dont do that kinda thing

The Guy : What do u mean so u saying im that kinda person ?! Im very upset now

Me : Fine then sorry sir i gotta go

The 1st day

until then the 2nd day

I realize that

We must be "touched" while promoting while selling

I FELT THAT IM SO NOT ME !!!

Until the 3rd day

I tell my friend - I wana quit now, u stay or leave

Right away i tell my boss i wana quit

She persuade me to stay

NO USE ! I WAN TO QUIT !!

Then

We Quit

When we claim our salary

They gave us Commison Pay

WTF !

=| 

U Got No Words On YOU

It's a shame incident for me having this part time job

Hence im here posting this

To Remind Myself

Not to Forget This

N I will Get Myself A Better LIFE

I WILL !!

RAWR !!!

Kinki Ryusaki

TATTOO

Recently

I Get a Lil Addict to TATTOOs

Ah ahh ahh~

I don't have any real tattoo on my body yet

Have no courage to do it

=x

The Tattoo Girl - Kinki Ryusaki

Location - Sungei Wang Plaza Kuala Lumpur

I Like Her Tattoo

She's So Cool ~

So

I Ended up with Fake Tattoo

xD

Heez~

Motivation

Story-line

"Doing things that u want"

is not a familiar phrase to most of us

There will / might be something that u will regret for not doing 'it' while u grow elder n elder

Do While You're Young

While You're Able to Do So

I once have a dream

not to say a big dream, it's just a childhood interest

To Play my Finger on the PIANO

I remember that i was so so so ! disappointed that i couldn't have a chance to attend any of the piano class

T.T

Later on

when i became a semi-teenager

I start to find that DANCING is really interesting

Friends say that i have potential

Not that much i found myself

Started to bind with dancing crews, peoples who have passion in dance

Start dancing in my small small town

I feel PROUD when i get praise from friends n strangers

Now

I'm living in a city

KUALA LUMPUR

Whereby the M'sia potential dancer are born n this the place where dancer shines

Well not to compare s'pore n overseas =x

Can't wait to join classes in Here

Hope that everything goes well

What a long lame post bout myself..

xD

Every1 out there

You Deserve To Live a Life

XoXo

Did u ever disappoint the one who cares u ?

It feels bad.. being disappoint by the 1 u care

Few moments ago, i was disappointed

N in all of sudden, i realize that i disappointed lots of ppl,

who loves me, n cares me a lot no matter what

I'M SORRY

for disappointing u guys yet u guys r still here for me..

It's not ur duty to cheer me up

U guys don't have to do it.

It makes me feel even worse.

Disappointment

A single word that KILLS

I don like being alone, I don like being lonely

No 1 does..

Esp being left by the 1 u care..

"God doesn't give us what we can handle, God helps us handle what we are given"

But y i feel like i'm not being helped ?

Y do I blog ?

I Blog for Myself , Ppl have habits on writing journals, diaries. N my way is blogging. =)

Its been quite some time i did nt update any post..

So here am i now..

Currently moved to KL.. Yah, the ''city'' 

Started my law degree in BAC.. It is a not so campus life college.. I do make friends.. n mix very well with a girl name Valerie.. maybe coz we r the same type.. LOL..

Law.. It is tough ! *very tough =x coz they expect u to know things that i dont actually knw =='' 

So i guess i nid to work it on quite hard or else... .... =x

Its a different life here, first of all, u must learn to cope with Loneliness.. -.-

Then u must learn to do the housekeeping thing -.-

Next u must be very Careful living in a city like This !! Pickpockets, rape cases, stolen cars, ect...

Its a stage of getting separated with friends, i miss my friends.. 

Peiru Vivian Waijern Mannee n gangs are totally separated..

N now separating with Jiayin.. ='( 

Relation dont last forever but for me either do friends.. 

Every1 gotta live their life, go on their own path..

Mmh.. Emo =x 

So i guess its time to off n take a nap !