This Morning I woke up like normal

1st thing I'll do is check out what's new on FB

Then this is what I saw

Seniors that had their exams on May 2012

under University of London Prog

Common Law Reasoning n Institution 61.7% pass

Criminal Law 46.3% pass

Elements of Contract 47.5% pass

Public Law 66.9% pass

Seriously this FREAKED me OUT !

Wat the heck less thn half of thm pass criminal n contract ='(

It's a VERY BIG DEAL to FAIL even ONE freaking SUBJECT !

Cz

will Have to STAY for ANOTHER YEAR to RE-TAKE ur paper !

='(

*Im Dead*

Time to let it go

Put it down

Don't want to struggle anymore

17-11-12

Day in Kuantan

Dinner at Cherating Steak House with Parents n brother

Had a Lamb Loin

Dislike broccoli =/

I want french fries ! ><"

After Dinner

Hubby boy pick me up

Went to drum Cafe-Velen Bday

Had a bucket of Guinness for both of us *Yuck* boyfie's fault =( always Guinness! 

I wan Hoegarden but is sold out =/

Fine ~~ =X  

So this is the Day

Night ~

Xoxo!

02/12/12

Day with bro at Paradigm Mall in PJ

Took our brunch at Sushi Zanmai

I had a chicken katsudon n greentea

Yet still prefer Sushi King rather than sushi zanmai or sakae sushi because they both included onion in it ! =/

Onion taste yucks =(

Other than onion, it's yummy thou =D with reasonable price, Rm8.80(small), just nice for 1person

Went to the Popular

Bought this 2013 Mini Diary

It's the size of my palm! Kawaii! =x

Cost Rm11.40

Catch a movie titled -Rise of the Guardians-

Watched in 2D cost Rm13

Had a popcorn set with beverages =S Rm6

So Fattening =(

Sweater From KITCHEN

Rm39.90 Teeheez 

Bracelet Rm46.40 

Look exactly the same as my old one that my sis bought it for me

This one is without bell

Bought it cz mine had rust ='(

Stainless steel ear ring

Rm30

Hardly find any stalls selling earrings so this is it =|

In my half way of 1st year of law degree

I doubted my choice

I doubted this path

Im under going a University of London programme

1. Its a Year-based exam 

which would be tougher than Sem-based

Cz we accumulate everything that we studied in the entire 12months n go to exam

If fails it take another year then re-sit it *if im not mistaken

2. The CLP

Min requirement of 2nd class honour to proceed CLP

N the rate of student passing is quite low *what i heard from friend

It freaks me out

=(

3. Examples

A friend told me "why do u study law? Its tough in UOL program n the salary is not even high"

Base on his own experience

His salary as an auditor (fresh graduate) is higher than his friend who also jz graduated from law

Another friends says

"My frn studied diploma in international business which took her around 2year max in australia

She start working in M'sia at the age of 24 n she get salary rm4k - well that's higher, like double of law fresh graduate T.T

So i start pondering wondering

Am i doing the right choice ?

Cz I'll be the latest amongst my frn to graduate

Im taking a lesser pay

In a harder course

n How do i survive my living on that amount of pay -.-

It's too late for any changes

So i know what i have to do is just to firm my mind

=(

Comparing My Life that I used to have in Kuantan n Now in Kl

Kuantan

Mon-Fri School day which i definitely wil skip 1/2days per week

Being late all the time to school n class

After school, take a nice warm shower in a very clean bathroom that my maid would clean it evryday

Take my lunch sometimes at home, sometimes with frn, sometimes with hubby boy

Have a nap in my air-conditioned room

Wake up by evening n get ready for hubby boy to pick me up =D

Sometimes will go for jogging or badminton with dear cjy

n also missing the swimming session with jern

Hang out in the mall

Watch most of the movies in the cinemas

Shop for cloth n skin care products

Exam times, go to the library with friends

Once in a while alcohol time in Barcelona, Drum Cafe, Valencia (Theater)

Have Lotsa fun in the dance studio

Lotsa Yc session with friends

I dont knw for others but that satisfy my life

okay, honestly sometimes do feel bored -.-

Kl

Weekday I have to wake up like 6am *What ?!*

7am send bro to MMU 

(Pity him cz sometimes his class start around10am/11am n he have to wait, by the time the class started he might collapse feeling too sleepy)

After that I'll travel around an hour plus to reach my college

From Mmu cyberjaya To Brickfields Kl

N i speed on 100-110 after exiting Putrajaya Tol

until the Smart Tunnel, very jamming part =(

After class usually evening i'll travel back to Mmu to pick bro up

B4 i forgot, BAC should provide parking for students !!!

The parking there cost like rm1 per hour (member rate! to enter member that cost me rm80 to burn -.-)

or else like rm2 1st hour subsequent hour rm1.50 -.-

After picking bro, there goes jam again since its peak hour !

Go take away our dinner

Home sitting in front of Tv n had our dinner

Idling around, do some random stuff, walk around -.- watch movie or whatever

until i feel sleepy.

Have a chat with boyfie n there goes bed

Weekends.

Hell.

Idling around -.-

Sometimes work, that make me feels better cz i get friends in work n earn a lot xD

Sometimes, flip my books but ntg goes in

Sometimes, doing assignment very seriously *huhu*

Sometimes, hang out with friend which usually not my preference

Dont really like to hang out with friends here, not like they are my college frn, they frm ktn, some i jz got to knw here. Um, they weird -.-

Hang out with babe Val makes me feel most comfy ^^

That's It

...

I see most of the long-term couple relationship

Girls, are the one who being abandoned

When a relation getting mature

Girls will started to love their man more, started to rely on them n then goes on to believe in this fairy tail created by both of them, believe in marriage, believe in happy ever after

Whereas for Guys

*no idea what's on their mind* =S

Hope my relation with my Hubby boy would never be another long-term couple breaking up

Cz that would HURT me A LOT

In my past teenage

A break up is a very 'sap sap sui' matter ~

Nowadays

Even a close to break up, my tears would flood the whole apartment =D

Don't Try Me ><"

R.L

A seriously CUTE Guy

Well he might not like the way i describe him

But girls know what that means when we describe a guy as ''cute'' *shy*

Met him only once n i think that will be the 1st n last day we met

A Guy with huge social ~

Pretty Girls surrounds him ~

Interesting Life he Have ~

OKAY HONESTLY =X

I Hope Can b Closer to Him =X

Ahem !

It's not that couple close *Okayyy I have my hubby boy n he's my only one xD

But but....

I just need a LIFE here =(

A LIFE !!!

DESPERATE For a LIFE !!! -.-

N not the routine of - class - home - eat - sleep - online - wake up - class - home ... ... ...

T.T

Oh God, r u punishing me for having a Life before n now taking It away from me

Zzz ... Zzz ...

Wish to Attend

but but but ... ...

boyfie coming to kl n i should i shall meet him up =/

So i Gave Up on this T.T

Sighs *.*

Have u ever compare you partner (BF/GF) with another couple ?

Sometimes.

We saw how others treated their love n we feel touched on how good he could treat her

Indirectly It is been compared to ur love one

"How could a Guy do so much for Her n mine just not Doing that much for me"

"Dont he love me?"

"Maybe i could get some1 that treat me better too as i deserve a better one"

Today i Get these question frm a Frn

It makes me think of me n my hubby boy

I knw my hubby boy is not a guy who really know how to touches a Girl's heart

Yet is not so good on sweet talk

In addition not so good in cheering up Girls

Neither in Handling Girls Emotion

It makes me doubted that

whether is this really his personality or he haven't met a Girl that could change him to doing all sort of romantic stuff

But I convinced myself that

Y do i even bother so much

when we r tied with love

Maybe it's not the time yet or he could really touches my heart whr no1 else could do

To Be very Honest that i Dont like Distance relationship

I have 0 confidence on distance love

n It's really hard for me living alone out here

Sometimes i wish to have some1 that will settling out things for me no matter wat happen n be by my side whnever i needed him

It definitely won't be my hubby boy since distance can't work this out

But i Still Love Him as much as i Was

i Still Care Him as much as i Used to

i Still Want Him as much as He Wanted Me

N that bring us together for 2 yrs n 7 month

Him

My babe

My precious

My everything

It is terrifying to feel that u r getting apart from me, getting away from me

Afraid that we doesn't suit each other anymore

When i saw u gaming, talking, smoking, laughing with others

Seriously

I don't know how to blend in

How many common topic do we shares

Different path that we having will it separate our heart as well ?

I want you.

But i dont really know how

Dont know what can i do to always have you here with me

I know these are the questions i cant ask

but

Questions remain unanswered...

What's Life Like in KL-The City

Moved to Puchong in the month of September

which locates around 20km from my college

n Its quite jamming on the peak hour

Have to wake up at least 2 hour b4 class start

GPS guided me using highway which pass through 3 tols which cost rm1.60 each

Luckily Valerie n Zenz show me another way with no tol, but with traffics ><

Its HARD living alone in KL

Have to be really independent, dont know where to get help when in trouble

Had spent rm350 for a persona side skirting, long story ='(

Got some problems with my starter n auto lock

Really headache when get to VEHICLE problems

Apartment located in the 4th floor

Spent 2 days time

to move all my stuff to the house

Very heavy Very tiring

Heavy Class Started

Wouldn't dare to miss a class

but -.-

i've skipped it again like usual

Having problems on my study loan T.T

Don't really get friends here

Doesn't know how to blend in well

Somtimes I feel like its really tired socializing

I dont like life here

Miss my Friends, but now all of them had left apart from me

Miss my boy

Hope i could spend all my time with him

Since he is my most precious one

Wish i Could Get Someone here by my side

Helping

n

Caring

When u care on some1 who dont give a damn on ur words

It is TIRING

No matter how many times u will repeat those words

Thr's no changes made

N u r stl waiting for miracles

*Mood*

Missing Her

A Help

Received a TEXT

To Give a Helping hand to a FRIEND

A BIG HELP

been considering..wondering..for..few second

And

I DECIDED to help !

Although it will brings me trouble

I Helped

Dont knw if someday i would regret on this decision.

Yes admit i m a lil bit fear, afraid..

- I need this to over soon -

='(

Doesn't feel Good when u Disappear

Status :

Suckssss

*Missing*

Frusss !

My mixpod isn't working here

n IDK why

T.T

A Lil Personal Secret

Today

I'm Gona Split out my own Little SECRET

It might be a "cheh'' to some of you

But it's a "damn it'' to me

T.T

Months Ago

I worked in a CLUB ~.~

Planned to take a part time job with high salary 

so i ended up working there with a friend

Job Scope written there :

Promoting Tequilla n Vodka

No Hunky Punky Job

So there go the 1st day

Since im under Basic Pay, i thought of not so pushing or selling to customer

But then, my boss see that im jz standing at the corner

She started to get me customer

N then the 1st table i went

The ''black guy'' table

The Guy : u entertain me, then i buy

Me : Sry sir im still new i doesnt know how

The Guy : Alright then, u dance with my fren then i buy

Hence i dance with him, no problem, quite well mannered

Mins later

The Guy : Kiss me Girl

Me : Ohh sorry sir i dont do that kinda thing

The Guy : What do u mean so u saying im that kinda person ?! Im very upset now

Me : Fine then sorry sir i gotta go

The 1st day

until then the 2nd day

I realize that

We must be "touched" while promoting while selling

I FELT THAT IM SO NOT ME !!!

Until the 3rd day

I tell my friend - I wana quit now, u stay or leave

Right away i tell my boss i wana quit

She persuade me to stay

NO USE ! I WAN TO QUIT !!

Then

We Quit

When we claim our salary

They gave us Commison Pay

WTF !

=| 

U Got No Words On YOU

It's a shame incident for me having this part time job

Hence im here posting this

To Remind Myself

Not to Forget This

N I will Get Myself A Better LIFE

I WILL !!

RAWR !!!

Kinki Ryusaki

TATTOO

Recently

I Get a Lil Addict to TATTOOs

Ah ahh ahh~

I don't have any real tattoo on my body yet

Have no courage to do it

=x

The Tattoo Girl - Kinki Ryusaki

Location - Sungei Wang Plaza Kuala Lumpur

I Like Her Tattoo

She's So Cool ~

So

I Ended up with Fake Tattoo

xD

Heez~

Motivation

Story-line

"Doing things that u want"

is not a familiar phrase to most of us

There will / might be something that u will regret for not doing 'it' while u grow elder n elder

Do While You're Young

While You're Able to Do So

I once have a dream

not to say a big dream, it's just a childhood interest

To Play my Finger on the PIANO

I remember that i was so so so ! disappointed that i couldn't have a chance to attend any of the piano class

T.T

Later on

when i became a semi-teenager

I start to find that DANCING is really interesting

Friends say that i have potential

Not that much i found myself

Started to bind with dancing crews, peoples who have passion in dance

Start dancing in my small small town

I feel PROUD when i get praise from friends n strangers

Now

I'm living in a city

KUALA LUMPUR

Whereby the M'sia potential dancer are born n this the place where dancer shines

Well not to compare s'pore n overseas =x

Can't wait to join classes in Here

Hope that everything goes well

What a long lame post bout myself..

xD

Every1 out there

You Deserve To Live a Life

XoXo

Did u ever disappoint the one who cares u ?

It feels bad.. being disappoint by the 1 u care

Few moments ago, i was disappointed

N in all of sudden, i realize that i disappointed lots of ppl,

who loves me, n cares me a lot no matter what

I'M SORRY

for disappointing u guys yet u guys r still here for me..

It's not ur duty to cheer me up

U guys don't have to do it.

It makes me feel even worse.

Disappointment

A single word that KILLS

I don like being alone, I don like being lonely

No 1 does..

Esp being left by the 1 u care..

"God doesn't give us what we can handle, God helps us handle what we are given"

But y i feel like i'm not being helped ?

Y do I blog ?

I Blog for Myself , Ppl have habits on writing journals, diaries. N my way is blogging. =)

Its been quite some time i did nt update any post..

So here am i now..

Currently moved to KL.. Yah, the ''city'' 

Started my law degree in BAC.. It is a not so campus life college.. I do make friends.. n mix very well with a girl name Valerie.. maybe coz we r the same type.. LOL..

Law.. It is tough ! *very tough =x coz they expect u to know things that i dont actually knw =='' 

So i guess i nid to work it on quite hard or else... .... =x

Its a different life here, first of all, u must learn to cope with Loneliness.. -.-

Then u must learn to do the housekeeping thing -.-

Next u must be very Careful living in a city like This !! Pickpockets, rape cases, stolen cars, ect...

Its a stage of getting separated with friends, i miss my friends.. 

Peiru Vivian Waijern Mannee n gangs are totally separated..

N now separating with Jiayin.. ='( 

Relation dont last forever but for me either do friends.. 

Every1 gotta live their life, go on their own path..

Mmh.. Emo =x 

So i guess its time to off n take a nap !

Be Strong

A Life of Fun, Sleep, Eat, without any single Worries

is over

Life started Again

My schedule is PACKED !

Part time job on 19-30march

5 days of dance performance within this 3 weeks

Every Mon n Thurs of Training

4th April Orientation at Brickfields n I Havent get any room for rent yet

Ptptn, bank account everything is not settled

+

Some personal issues

Making me TIRED !

but I will be Strong

to Survive better than Any1 does

U Never Know how STRONG u Are
Untill 
Being STRONG Is The Only Choice u Have 

TaeYang

Tae Yang 태양

Birth name Dong Young Bae

born on May 1988

A member of BigBang

F**kin Love Him since Years ago

He is Very Attractive

Kony 2012

A Tragic happened in Uganda

Joseph Kony had been commiting crime for years.

In 1987, he took over leadership of an existing rebel group and renamed it LRA

The LRA Rape, Mutilate, Kill Civilians, Abducted more than 30000 children!

n That should be known all over the world but NOT Hidden deep inside somewhere for Kony to commit his crime 

PLEASE just Spend 30min to watch this

Now READ This

In Order for Kony to be arrested this year

The Uganda military has to find him

In order to find him, they need the technology n training to track him in the vast jungle

but In order for the American advisors to be there

The Us Government has to deploy them,

but If the Government doesnt believe the people care about arresting Kony

the Mission wil be canceled, In order for the ppl to care, they have to know

n they will only know if KONY name is everywhere

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http://invisiblechildrenstore.myshopify.com/

To Donate

https://www.stayclassy.org/checkout/donation?eid=14711

Share It now

Act now

Rock It now

JOSEPH KONY -M U S T- BE ARREST !!

Make The Invisible - Visible

Life

Things Changed Recently

There's good n bad of course 

As yall knw, human just GET n LOST..

Learning to bare with people's weakness

 =)

We Make our Fortunes, and We Call them Destiny 

-Earl of Beaconsfield

Result

Stpm Result released today

Not so Bad yet not Excellent

a Pointer that guarantee the entry of a University

but my BAC plan still going on..

Will apply for the Uni to prove my ability, but im going for the law school to proceed my degree

Nice Day

^^

Eminem

Marshall Bruce Mathers III

born October 17,1972

Stage Name E M I N E M

American

Was a Fan when im 13/14

xD

BAC

Brickfields Asia College

known as The Nation's No.1 Law School 

Making up an appointment with a consultant of this college this weekend

Studying law ain't easy as abc for me. But that's a path for my career.

* I like-interior design, music engineering, dance

but Law is always on the priority of full filling my life n needs

Well, will go for the- LLB (Hons) University of London International Programmes

which means 3 years of degree i suppose?

Located somewhere near KL Sentral.

Some of their facilities

Hope the registration goes smooth

Hope everything at there will be alright n just fine

^^

bless me !

Dead Blog

Blog is Dead.
Will Live it up Again
=)

Stay Tuned

Leng Yein

A public figure who shares her stories, who gives motivation to people out there, who shows us her living path.

She's a success Malaysian Model

She goes through a lot of hard time

She had some pains stories behind her glory n hidden somewhere deep inside her smile

I Like Her

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