Him

My babe

My precious

My everything

It is terrifying to feel that u r getting apart from me, getting away from me

Afraid that we doesn't suit each other anymore

When i saw u gaming, talking, smoking, laughing with others

Seriously

I don't know how to blend in

How many common topic do we shares

Different path that we having will it separate our heart as well ?

I want you.

But i dont really know how

Dont know what can i do to always have you here with me

I know these are the questions i cant ask

but

Questions remain unanswered...

What's Life Like in KL-The City

Moved to Puchong in the month of September

which locates around 20km from my college

n Its quite jamming on the peak hour

Have to wake up at least 2 hour b4 class start

GPS guided me using highway which pass through 3 tols which cost rm1.60 each

Luckily Valerie n Zenz show me another way with no tol, but with traffics ><

Its HARD living alone in KL

Have to be really independent, dont know where to get help when in trouble

Had spent rm350 for a persona side skirting, long story ='(

Got some problems with my starter n auto lock

Really headache when get to VEHICLE problems

Apartment located in the 4th floor

Spent 2 days time

to move all my stuff to the house

Very heavy Very tiring

Heavy Class Started

Wouldn't dare to miss a class

but -.-

i've skipped it again like usual

Having problems on my study loan T.T

Don't really get friends here

Doesn't know how to blend in well

Somtimes I feel like its really tired socializing

I dont like life here

Miss my Friends, but now all of them had left apart from me

Miss my boy

Hope i could spend all my time with him

Since he is my most precious one

Wish i Could Get Someone here by my side

Helping

n

Caring

When u care on some1 who dont give a damn on ur words

It is TIRING

No matter how many times u will repeat those words

Thr's no changes made

N u r stl waiting for miracles

*Mood*

Missing Her

A Help

Received a TEXT

To Give a Helping hand to a FRIEND

A BIG HELP

been considering..wondering..for..few second

And

I DECIDED to help !

Although it will brings me trouble

I Helped

Dont knw if someday i would regret on this decision.

Yes admit i m a lil bit fear, afraid..

- I need this to over soon -

='(

Doesn't feel Good when u Disappear

Status :

Suckssss

*Missing*

Frusss !

My mixpod isn't working here

n IDK why

T.T

A Lil Personal Secret

Today

I'm Gona Split out my own Little SECRET

It might be a "cheh'' to some of you

But it's a "damn it'' to me

T.T

Months Ago

I worked in a CLUB ~.~

Planned to take a part time job with high salary 

so i ended up working there with a friend

Job Scope written there :

Promoting Tequilla n Vodka

No Hunky Punky Job

So there go the 1st day

Since im under Basic Pay, i thought of not so pushing or selling to customer

But then, my boss see that im jz standing at the corner

She started to get me customer

N then the 1st table i went

The ''black guy'' table

The Guy : u entertain me, then i buy

Me : Sry sir im still new i doesnt know how

The Guy : Alright then, u dance with my fren then i buy

Hence i dance with him, no problem, quite well mannered

Mins later

The Guy : Kiss me Girl

Me : Ohh sorry sir i dont do that kinda thing

The Guy : What do u mean so u saying im that kinda person ?! Im very upset now

Me : Fine then sorry sir i gotta go

The 1st day

until then the 2nd day

I realize that

We must be "touched" while promoting while selling

I FELT THAT IM SO NOT ME !!!

Until the 3rd day

I tell my friend - I wana quit now, u stay or leave

Right away i tell my boss i wana quit

She persuade me to stay

NO USE ! I WAN TO QUIT !!

Then

We Quit

When we claim our salary

They gave us Commison Pay

WTF !

=| 

U Got No Words On YOU

It's a shame incident for me having this part time job

Hence im here posting this

To Remind Myself

Not to Forget This

N I will Get Myself A Better LIFE

I WILL !!

RAWR !!!