Sunday, 16 September 2012

Him

My babe
My precious
My everything

It is terrifying to feel that u r getting apart from me, getting away from me
Afraid that we doesn't suit each other anymore
When i saw u gaming, talking, smoking, laughing with others
Seriously
I don't know how to blend in
How many common topic do we shares
Different path that we having will it separate our heart as well ?
I want you.
But i dont really know how
Dont know what can i do to always have you here with me

I know these are the questions i cant ask
but
Questions remain unanswered...

What's Life Like in KL-The City

Moved to Puchong in the month of September
which locates around 20km from my college
n Its quite jamming on the peak hour
Have to wake up at least 2 hour b4 class start

GPS guided me using highway which pass through 3 tols which cost rm1.60 each
Luckily Valerie n Zenz show me another way with no tol, but with traffics ><

Its HARD living alone in KL
Have to be really independent, dont know where to get help when in trouble
Had spent rm350 for a persona side skirting, long story ='(
Got some problems with my starter n auto lock
Really headache when get to VEHICLE problems

Apartment located in the 4th floor
Spent 2 days time
to move all my stuff to the house
Very heavy Very tiring

Heavy Class Started
Wouldn't dare to miss a class
but -.-
i've skipped it again like usual
Having problems on my study loan T.T

Don't really get friends here
Doesn't know how to blend in well
Somtimes I feel like its really tired socializing
I dont like life here
Miss my Friends, but now all of them had left apart from me

Miss my boy
Hope i could spend all my time with him
Since he is my most precious one

Wish i Could Get Someone here by my side
Helping
n
Caring


When u care on some1 who dont give a damn on ur words
It is TIRING

No matter how many times u will repeat those words
Thr's no changes made

N u r stl waiting for miracles

*Mood*
Missing Her